John Fox wrote this poem when he was 18 and confronting the amputation of his right leg below the knee. He called poetry at that time “a companion in the dark,” making him pay attention to his life.” He says, “That receptivity made a difference because it required that I consider not only what I experienced in relationship to my life but also what life was bringing to me. You may e-mail John at www.poeticmedicine.com or
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IN THE HOSPITAL WAITING ROOM
There was a child went
forth every day.
And the first object
he looked upon, that object he became.
And that object became
part of him for the day or a certain part
of the day.
Or for many years or
stretching cycles of years.
--Walt Whitman
The people are seated in the chairs, lined
in the halls and waiting:
some looking at Time, most somber:
save two little girls, patient
and singing – one’s embroidering,
a singing embroidery!
Waiting for nothing, skipping along
past the people, past office partitions
that are not there for these little children,
so much like garden-walkers!
Whitman, I go forth, yet, shall I become
pictures of my bones?
X-rayed through this dense sea, this film shows me
the heavy anchor that I seem to be.
This goes deepest.
Behind the picture is light!